Friday, February 28, 2003

PANIC ATTACK!!!

So far, I have been staring at different kinds of budget of SWARMPlan (Stands for Solid Waste Reduction Master Plan). Frankly speaking...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT!!!!

My boss told me that I need to analyze it and get it ready for re-alignment (whatever that means). Math has always been my weakness in school and it's haunting me now that I'm working. Physics? Trigonometry? I understood those things. They were easy enough to understand. Statistics? Well, I did pretty well as well. But when it came to accounting, book keeping, algebra and all those other math subjects, I am at my wits-end.

Since this morning, I have been looking over these things and I it's already 4:30 pm in my watch and still I have no conclusion as to what I need to do to get the give a realignment report.

I'm honestly having a panic attack. I don't know what to do with the work that I'm suppose to be doing now. It's really killing me to just stare at these papers and question marks forming at the back of my head like I'm trying to read a different language (Probably Chinese or Japanese). My head is spinning and it doesn't help that I still have a fever.

What am I to do? I already asked for help but I still don't know what to do? When it came to this kind of math problem, I really suck big time. I have been going over paper after paper, still I don't know how to compute this.

At the moment, I'm just going to lay back and let my mind wander. There must be something here at the back of my head, under the deep crevaces of my brain, that would help me solve this problem. It might just pop into my head when I least expect it. But in the meantime, I wait in panic...

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