Disappointing in the End

Yesterday was pretty interesting for me emotion wise. I have been happy, sad, sleepy, moody and disappointed all on the same day but not at the same time. But it was an really interesting day nonetheless.

I was happy...
Finally in Ragnarok, my friends and I finally got our guild up. Now, all we have to do is gather enough experience to level up so that we can help the newbies that play in the game. The guild was designed for this. The reason why we build the guild was to help out newbies level-up in the game. So that they wouldn't be cheated by other people who would want to cheat them as they progress along the way. It was pretty amazing too since it was like a hive mind. The next thing I know we would be saying "We are the Borg..." because I get to communicate with them everywhere I go. But it's really great to know who's there and who isn't.

I was moody...
The afternoon went on and I was a little moody when I was with my aunt. I love her, don't get me wrong but the fact that she acts that she thinks she knows everything really annoys me. I was moody that time I was with her. I was saying one-liners and pretend that I don't hear her sometimes. It was a good thing that when that play that she invited me started, she was quiet and didn't pay attention to me....until the play ended and she was saying over and over and over again that the play was good. Don't get me wrong, the play was fantastic. I even got the signatures off all the actors of the play and I didn't regret watching it but I guess I would have loved it more if I was with my siblings or my friends. Anyway, my aunt and I got separated when I went to get the actors' autographs. I did look for them but was feeling relieved when I didn't. I just texted her to say that I went home already.

I was sleepy...
Yes, even now I lack sleep and my body is screaming for it. But I guess I have to live with the fact that I need to get use to it if I don't want to change my work schedule.

I'm sad....
Because I watched the play last night, I didn't get to watch Formula 1. Even if I did enjoy the play, I kept wondering what has been happening with the race.

Then I was disappointed...
When I asked my sister what happened in the race, I was disappointed. Both the drivers that I was cheering for didn't even pass the first corner. It was Ralf Schumacher's fault...to my total disbelief. And because of that Kimi Raikkonen did not finish the race again, giving Michael Schumacher a nine point lead, making him take the third in the driver's champoinship and letting Montoya get second. And Kimi was looking forward for a good race. I was really disappointed that dispite the fact that I didn't get to watch the race, I didn't watch the replay of it when it was shown on TV this morning. But I really hope and pray that Kimi would eventually get back on his feet and start winning podium again. And I hope and pray that he wins WC. It won't be that great if he wins it next year. I do not want Montoya to win before him as well. I would rather see Michael Schumacher win it yet again than the Columbian driver.

Oh well, we can't have everything can we? Maybe I get to be happy tomorrow. But today, I'm happy and exhuausted as well as sad...

I'm sad today because...
I can't play Ragnarok at home...not yet anyway. There's something wrong with the patch I think and I really don't know why it won't connect to the patch. I hope they fix it so that I can use the computer here at home to play the game.