Friends

Last Saturday I have been both unfortunate and fortunate to have experience another of my Heart attacks. It was both a blessing and a curse. Upon coming back to my doctor this afternoon, they told me that it had gotten worse. How much worse, I have yet to know when my mother gets here.

On the brighter side of things, I was lucky enough to have survived all of this. And with everything that has been happening to my life, I saw a gleam of hope. I have friends.

They say that it's really hard to get good friends these days. I have experience how it feels like to be on the receiving end of people who I treated as friends and all they ever did to me was only used me for their own purposes. I had once before lost hope and closed my mind to the possibility that I will be forever alone in this world. People who I thought I could trust only toyed with my emotions leaving me alone and unfeeling. Last Saturday changed everything.

I have friends. Friends who were there for me if not physically then in spirit. I never thought that having this heart ailment would bring me closer to my real friends. I feel blessed knowing that they are there to rush to my side when bad things happened to me. When I was rushed to the hospital, their friendly faces were the ones that kept me strong. They helped out through the pain and they did everything they could so that I won't worry about things. They were there for me waiting. Dropping everything they were doing just to come and help me out.

Honestly, I really don't know how I can thank them. Words cannot express how much I appreciate having them in my life. I don't know where I would be without them with me.

My life is a little bleak. But I can see a dim light ahead of me. I hear voices cheering me on so that I can pass through this dark forest. I won't get lost anymore, I have friends who are cheering me on.

THANKS GUYS!!!