Another Song

It's time once again for letting out the present state that I am right now and let it out into a song.  It's actually the state that I have been feeling for so long and I know that it's a long time now and everybody would be telling me to get over it but it really seems hard to do.  Like the song said..."these wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real...there's just too much that time cannot erase..."
 
My Immortal by Evanescence
 
I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
 
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
 
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I'd held your hand through all of these years
But you still have part of me
 
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life
You left behind
Your face it haunts
My once past and dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
 
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
 
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I'd held your hand through all of these years
But you still have part of me
 
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone
I'm alone

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I fight away all of your fears
And I'd held your hand through all of these years
But you still have part of me
 
Me...