I Can't Find My Muse...

I have been in a writing hiatus for about more than a month now. And for the life of me I don't really know why.

I lost my job last October 27 and I was hoping that because I don't have work right now, I would be able to squeeze some of the creative juices in me and write something...anything! Unfortunately, I can't.

I can't find my muse. When I finally got the chance to boot into my computer and attempt to continue with the stories that I have left hanging because of work, I couldn't. There are two stories about Ragnarok Online that I am still working on, a manga, a love story, a fantasy fiction story, a biography of my Mage Character and my old Ninja stories that needs re-writing that's collecting dust on my shelf because I couldn't seem to find the inspiration to start writing again.

I guess I'm not happy about something. And I guess it's mostly because I don't write for DC Kids anymore. I don't really give a damn about losing my job at Mobius but losing that contributor job for DC Kids really shook me. My only saving grace is the fact that the group of contributors who replaced us aren't real writers.

But because of this, I can't seem to find my muse. I guess she's been hanging around me for so long and I wasn't able to feel her presence that she took a vacation when I really needed her the most. And now I'm feeling lonely. I need to start writing again...I mean, really writing...not an attempt of a journal that I'm doing right now.

So to my muse...where ever you are...PLEASE COME BACK!!! I miss you terribly!