The other day, I was reading one of my old Ragnarok stories that I have yet to finish. On Microsoft Word, I have "Birth of Miyu" out and trying to re-read everything plus editing some parts that I think needs polishing and adding some info to the story to make it look more credible. Finally, I came to the last sentence and paused. Suddenly, I found myself typing. The movie in my mind had started to play once more and I found myself putting everything on paper (okay, in this case on Word). When I finally stopped typing, I actually finished a chapter.
A smile curled on my lips at this. I actually got to start writing again. Though admittedly, it's a short chapter but at least I got something going. Something that I hadn't done for almost three months after my unemployment. I started writing again.
I don't think my muse has returned though. I think she just took a peek at what I have been doing in my life and saw what I was attempting to do. She might have not come back to me fully but at least I know she'll visit me again. Right now, I think she thinks that I'm not ready yet. She might be thinking that it's too soon for me or something. I can't pressure her to come back to me though. I need her to come back to me when she's ready to help me out again. Or else, anything that I would be writing wouldn't be as good as before.
So, whenever your ready Muse. I'm just here.
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