First time for everything...

This is the first time I will be doing this. Writing something for the public to read I mean. This is just one way of showing to the world that I can write and I don't care what those test tell me.

Just to give you a gist on that, I went to a friend's blog and took a test that was posted there. It's "what kind of writer are you?". So, out of curiosity, I took the test. Whoa and behold, result showed that "I am not a writer".

It really did made me upset that time. All my life, friends appreciate the things I write. They say I'm actually a fair writer. Test like those really sting when all your life, you know that it's that one talent you can be proud of.

I don't just write for the hell of it...though sometimes I do. But most of the time, I write because it helps me with my life. I just don't write because I'm bored and I have nothing to do. Writing for me is a way I can express my feelings to the people around me. Friends will know that I'm not actually a very talkative person most of the time. The only time I actually get to really talk is when I'm upset, really happy or crying my heart out when I have problem. Sometimes, I don't even do that. I just keep it to myself (and people say that that's a bad thing to do). So, I write. I write to vent off all the emotions that's crammed inside this little body of mine. I write to show people the real meaning of life. I write to show them that this "little girl" can be expressive like the next person. But how I actually show them is through my writings.

Writing also helps me clear my mind. With all the data stored there, there isn't room anymore for new ones. Hence, writing it down for future use.

Writing keeps me sane. With all the pressure of work that I have right now, plus the bitchie high school friends that I have that still come to me and tell me that I'm a worthless human being, and those internet quizes and test that also tells you that you're one talent is nowhere to be found in your psyche, writing actually helps me to keep a smile on my face at the end of the day, like a had done yesterday and the day before that.

So, the lesson for today: "Don't listen to internet quizes and test that tells you you're not cut out for this. You might end up writing a blog like me." :D