Some Poems

WANDERING

Walking aroung aimlessly
Looking for somthing or someone
Thinking, walking, thinking some more
Looking around, lost like before

Nothing seemed right
Everything is wrong
My world had become
Chaos, unstable with nothing to hold on

Lost and confused
Troubled nights never seemed to end
Sometimes I wish
My life would end

My world has crumbled
My life in ruins
My heart has shattered
My pride is broken

Still I searched aimlessly
For that familiar face
For that friendly smile
I so longed to see

Life has become useless
LIfe seemed so unreal
So maybe, just maybe
Life's a bitch

-June 6, 2002

LOVE LOST

You took him away
You took him away
You let him leave me
All alone and led astray

What have I done
For you to hate me so?
What have I done
That made him go?

Without his love
I am nothing but a shell
Hollow, empty
Dark, gloomy

I can't feel anymore
I am nothing
Empty without feeling
Cold and emotionless

Since that day
When you took him away

-June 8, 2002

PAIN

I am nothing
I have no one
An empty shell
With no emotions

Heart that aches
Too painful to handle
Lost all feelings
Numb like a dead animal

I lost my love
He's not coming back
I'm an empty shell
Hollow like an old back

Torment
Torture
Pain unimaginable

I lost my love
My life's meaningless now

-June 9, 2002