Oops...I did it again

Here I go again. I just couldn't seem to stop my big mouth from saying something that would actually has the potential to destroy a friendship. What I thought was a way for me to fix things up, I ended up making it worse...yet again.

Why can't I seem to stop my big mouth from voicing out her opinions? I know no matter how noble my intentions were, I just can't seem to stop being guilty of what's been happening to my friends. Honestly, it wasn't my intention of breaking this group up. Contrary to it, I wanted to actually fix things so that there wouldn't be tension in the group if we're together. Instead I ended up with two different groups and the other group doesn't even talk to me anymore.

Though my intention was really a noble one, without the hopes of becoming the hero of this little story, I only wanted these two factions to actually understand each other. Contrary to what people think, I'm in the middle of this. How can I chose? When on the one side, my friends since college who has helped me out with everything and they never once judged me for my actions. And on the other side, someone I actually gotten close to in just a small amount of time. And to think that this person is a girl is a remarkable thing for me. I was never close to my own gender, the only "girlfriend" I have is my older sister. So, it really is a refreshing change to find people who are of the same gender and you actually get along with them. Now, I might end up losing both because of this blunder that I had made.

So much for my supposedly heroic act. =( If you would actually call it a heroic act. There was this small wedge that wasn't visible before but because of me, I ended up making a huge ledge that separates one from another that's worlds apart.

For those who were affected. I'm really sorry. My intention was purely for helping out both parties and not break them apart. I thought I was actually helping out. I didn't know that I would be the reason why it got worse.