Contemplating...

Training new people...Both satisfying and tiring...

It was a hell week for me. I have passed through the gauntlet and survived. What started out as a very stressful Monday turned out right in the end...or so I hoped...

The fact that my boss keeps forgeting important stuff, I have to run around the place trying to fix what could have been done earlier. Stress was really at the peak and it was really surprising that I wasn't sent to the hospital a second time.

But the responsibility made me stronger. And for all the wrong things my boss did, this is something good. I've learned to be responsible for my work better than what I have been doing eversince I've started working for this company. Don't get me wrong, I have been responsible. But I have been responsible only for myself. I never did care what's been going on around me. All I was thinking was do my job and then go home...and that's that.

Then people started getting sick. I think it's mostly because of the environment that we have right now...or maybe it's the weather since it is starting to get cold because Christmas is coming...but still there are some other factors going around like stress and over work. In the kind of work that we're in, it's really hard not to worry.

Now I worry about my officemates whom some I treat as friends already. And when I see that they're getting sick one by one I really worry about them so much. That's when my human nature kicks in and be like the older sister to everyone around me even when I know I'm suffocating sometimes. But that doesn't stop me from worrying...in fact, I worry more.

Everyday, things are changing. And now that there are new people coming in, then there are new people I need to worry about. Stress will definitely build up and I might end up in the hospital again...though I really hope that it won't happen to me.

Anyway, another week has passed and a new chapter of my life will begin. I hope that this chapter will be a little bit stress free...wait...Christmas is coming...Oh boy...