The Good, The Bad and the Hug

For the passed few days, my body has been in pain for so long now. Well, it's really mostly my fault. I had pushed my body to the limit. Yup, like my officemate told me, I'm not that young anymore plus the fact that I have a heart ailment.

Since last Saturday, my body has been craving for rest. And even though I took a leave today, I still can't find time to really rest. I have so many things to think about and I can't seem to get my body to just lie down and relax.

This is going to be the last time I'm going on a Bike Marathon to Tagaytay with my best friend. I love the guy, don't get me wrong, but the next time he's going to invite me to go biking, I'll make sure I'll stay in my city first. :P My body is really aching so much...it was a mistake that I went to work yesterday and stayed up until 4am this morning. I'm actually really hurting so much right now, I'm having a hard time typing.

The good thing about that little trip of ours last Saturday was that inspite of the aching joints, I did have fun. I got to spend time with my best friend whom I haven't seen in years. We got to talk about the past and the times that we had when there were the three of us and not just two. It was really great experience, despite the fact that my whole body is bursting with ache.

Last night was also good and bad. Bad because I went home aroung 3am this morning and I lost my voice by some unknown reason. I'm more or less grounded by my grandmother, so again, no staying up too long outside my home and it's again, Office-Home for me for the next couple of days. But on a good note, even though I have an aching body. I did get to spend some time with my younger brother's favorite band and I got them to sign for him. Though they're not the two people my brother really likes, at least I got them to sign right. And I hope my brother appreciate it.

Another good that led to this is that I got to spend at least short time with the guy I like. And at last, I got a hug from him. I know it's childish and shallow but the guy sees me as "one of the guys". Getting a hug from him is really something. And yes, I'm blushing right now just remembering it.

Yes, I really like this guy. And yes, it hurts to see him with someone else. But knowing that he treats me as a real friend is really worth something to me.

Well, I guess at the moment, that's that. I am going to sleep now because my joints are really aching like hell so I better get some rest.