Is It Really Worth All The Sacrifice?

I have been thinking a lot lately. A lot has been happening in the office lately, things that I really don't want anymore. And with everything that's going on, problem arises and more often than not, no one hears our cries for help.

Everything that the team had stood for suddenly collapse right in front of us and we're all at our wits end. Most of us are already thinking of leaving. But for me, I honestly don't know where I can go if ever I'll leave. At least my officemates have some place to go to, I really don't know where to go from here.

Honestly, is this really worth it? I've been working my butt out for these people only to be taken for granted. The worse part is, the team is getting flack from all the wrong things management has been doing to us. I really can't stand what they're doing to us but I can't do anything about it anymore.

Honestly, I've gotten more stress than any of the work that I have been doing for the passed years since I've graduated. My heart ailment has gotten worse and it's getting much worse everyday.

Back when there were only just a couple of people in our department, we were happy. We were having fun. We did our work and we were proud of it. We were even eager to work, waking up early just so that we can go to work right on time, or even before time. I used to see people always smiling. And even with all the problems with the servers and stuff, it's still fine.

Now, they view us as being kids. The fun of working is gone.

Is this really worth it? Is all this worth anything?