A Humbling Experience

Tomorrow would be more or less a humbling experience for me. I will go back to where I've started...doing "field work".

Why did I say it would be a humbling experience for me? Well, I only have one main reason. And that is, I would be working for the people whom I have trained in the job that I would be doing tomorrow. I would be managed by the same people who went to me to ask what the hell they would be doing with the kind of job that we were suppose to do. They went through me just to get to where they are right now. Plus the fact that if it wasn't for my recommendation, they wouldn't be where they are today.

A very humbling experience for me. Aside from two people who came a week before I came in the company, I have seniority over everyone else in that room (well, except for the Cust Care girls of course). I was the one who more or less told them what to do during their first week at work. I was the one who taught them how to use the tools and showed them what to do and where to go. Tomorrow would be the other way around.

This is because I'm being evaluated. This is because they think that I don't deliver on time. This is because they think that I have been too stressed out and bringing my personal problems with me in the office (okay, so maybe this part is true). But as I could remember, the only think that I haven't been delivering is the Minutes of the meeting.

Yes, I am ranting. But even though that were true, I wouldn't let them get to me. I would show them what I can do and do my job well. I would let them re-evaluate me and I will show them who I am. And if I don't, well...oh well, their loss not mine.