Monday, January 24, 2005

Thinking

For the passed few days I have been very exhausted. I guess the work is really getting to me right now.

I have been multi-tasking. And I think I'm not really doing a good job at it...or maybe it's because I can only do so much with my body that I think I'm going overboard.

What can I do? I 'm really tired all the time, I don't have time to play anymore. And that's what sucks the most. I love playing RPG when it was again re-introduced to me in college and now I can't even find a decent time to play just because after my shift, I'm already tired that all I want to do is just go home and rest.

It's really not fair. But I don't know what to do. Work is starting to get to me again and this time, if I go overboard, I might not recover. But I can't just quit without another job I can fall back on. Even with my writing job for DC Kids, I don't think P250 is enough to last me a month.

At the moment, I'm worried of what the future might bring. At the moment, I am contemplating on what to do. At the moment, my mind is reeling of the things that I should have been if not for my poor health to stop me.

At the moment, I'm thinking...

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