Single Awareness Day!

Here we go again!

Another year of hearts and romance with me without anyone to share it with. Oh well, I guess I need to get used to it I guess. It's not the end of the world if I am left single for the rest of my life.

Who am I kidding? Okay...maybe it's not the end of the world, but of course I am looking for that special someone who I would eventually share my life with. But I have this fear that as time passes, I won't be able to find him, or him find me.

Going back to my previous blog, I still have that fear that I am not meant to be with someone because of my condition. If that's the case, life definitely sucks because I have so much love to give with no one but my family and close friends to give that love to.

I remember back when I was still in a relationship. And as I recall, this is no different than before. Practically because I was in a long distance relationship and we never get to spend valentines together. So why do I feel so left out? Hmm...I guess it's because even if we were far away from each other, I still get to listen to his voice, read his text messages and the card that he would usually send to me.

Oh well, as i re-read this blog, I see that I am just blabbing...so I have to stop.

Again, Happy Valentines Day to the people who have special someones in their lives...and to people like me, Happy Single Awareness Day!