It's Falling Into Place

For the past few months since my unemployment, I had been feeling bummed out especially because at the same time I was unemployed, my muse left my side. A lot of time in my hands and I can't even use that time for writing a story or two...or three.

I did attempt. I tried to keep blogging and just try to talk about random things about life and stuff but when I try writing a story, my train of thought wouldn't come and I'm stuck wondering what's wrong. But nothing ever came up as an answer and I was left really lonely, confused and more bummed out than when I first started.

2006 came and went...2007 entered in my life. But still I couldn't write. My muse still out on vacation. Though she took a peek one time but still didn't came back full time. I thought that another year would pass wrought with problems and difficulty.

But a glimmer of hope. A small light beyond the dark tunnel. Finally, something good amidst all the bad that came into my life.

I'm finally going to start to work again. I can't tell the details yet because I haven't really signed a contract and I don't really have an idea on what's really going to happen to me there but I will be starting on Monday. And with work, my muse will finally come back. For some strange reason, I write better when I'm busy with a lot of things. When my mind can finally be focused on something...and along that train of thought, comes stories that are in my mind, swimming around waiting to be written. All they need is a bit of organization and I'm finally going to start writing again. Animax Awards here I come!

And with that bit of good news, another one came through the mail. A block finally cleared in my mind. And I can smile a genuine smile again. And I think because of that, I will be able to write again.

Things are falling into place slowly. And I guess I will try to take things into stride. I feel better now and I guess this long hiatus has taught me a lot. Now I can really focus on work and my writing. Be a better person and start a new beginning with a better attitude.